Life Hung in Limbo

 


  I'm tired.
It's been too long and my heart is aching, my body is weak, and my soul is only fragile.
I carry a burden that's become unbearable. I've always had bright aspirations that would make me wake up in the morning, feeling purposeful and hellbent on moving on...
These aspirations have become a little too mainstream, a little too washed-out; they no longer shine through my eyes, they no longer buzz me up.
Demotivated is probably the word that explains it all.
I need some quiet and peace of mind.
Ya Allah...

My Munchkin

  "Where on earth have you been?"

  I'm usually late, missing out or miserable when you drop by. 

Your heart aches for the pain of others, and your caring eyes never fail to see through my troublesome ones. The first attitude of yours that struck me as being real stark was a roll-with-life's-punches-heya-moota-wa7da attitude. A skedaddle-to-help-out-my-buddies-no-matter-what demeanor, and a beautiful reminder of Allah when the going gets tough.

You've always serenaded me with a faithful aura, reprieved my pains and guided me through.
AlhmduelAllah for having a sisterhood binding us together, I shall forever pray for you, and please don't let hormones mess it up between us. :D

To My Pepsiholic

  "Hardships metaphored into reckless cheerfulness"

I think of you and this very phrase pops right away into my mind. You baffle me. You teach me and I lean on you at times when I'm too fragile. 

I see that light in your eyes, one that tries-constantly-to evict worldy desires outta your soul. The light extinguishes at times, and I try to reignite it with my futile attempts. 

To me you're pretty mysterious, I've only peeked on a wee bit of the real you, the rest is only buried deep underneath.

You're always at beck and call and that's what i truely love about you. You enthrone me, give the strength to think ahead and wipe off that battlefatigue that has long dragged me down.

Do assauge your grief, buddy. I see the pain in that scarred heart, but I refuse to let it sink in and ruin you.InshAllah I'll always be there, pushing you forward and driving your prettyful Zebda <3

Stay cheerful, stay happy and stay by my side for ever.

Adjourned

   They adjourned. A little of what lied ahead is what they knew. They held close to their hearts a view of a prosperous tomorrow, one that's pain-free, successful, and glamorous. Little is what the knew,oh how very little they knew.

 Days came by, storming. They held on, strongly. They kept moving through the thick and the thin, trying to tweak their lives into perfection; Each has already taken a somewhat similar yet starkly different road. They're to be doctors, each in a different field, a different homeland, and a whole different world.

I'm still here, my friend, trying to pull myself together, trying to move on and not give up. I trip and fall...I cry, and I fail...but at the end of the day I go to bed with a little twinkling hope in my heart, and a prayer that never fails to befriend my lonely nights.
"May Allah accept all our endeavours and may He bestow upon us all that's beautiful in both lives."
Amen